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Now everyone know,
It's not a secret again....
and he (Mr. NoName) will know about all of these fool things soon

First, I'd like to say sorry for him or someone who likes him too

Let's just pretend that nothing's happened

But I'm not mad with all of you guys :) don't worry
I'm just afraid to feel broken again, I'm not ready

Even though I really like him but I'm okay to finish this.

"it doesn't mean I couldn't see you from a far distance, right ? as long as nobody knows, just me and God"

haaaahhhh....... *ngomong apa sih gue*

I'm confused right now, I can't think clearly. This is much difficult than a mathematic test !

I think he knows now !!

Guys, I have something to tell you ! OMG it really embarassed me

Now. there are several students who know about my feeling to Mr. NoName because I trust them but today one of them broke my trusty

This is the story, I was going to Fanggi's class to tell him that the students of economics club need us to teach them. When I opened my class's door, I realized that HE WAS THERE. He is one of the students who didn't get remedial in PKN. So he was sitting quietly near my class.

I was soooo happy can see him so close but everything's changed when me, Fanggi, and Kinang were exactly in front of my class. Then you know what ??
Fanggi said in a high volume "Dana, itu dia orangnya" and pointed him. I was 100% sure that he knows what we meant. I entered my class immadiately !!

I was afraid to go out,then after several minutes again Fanggi came again to my class and wanted me to teach the economics club. Firstly, I asked him "is he still in there?" fanggi answered " No!! trust me. they are in their class now" I know who he is, he was lying. Then I asked Ijal who stood beside Fanggi. "Ijal, is there the students of XII IPA out there?" Ijal said "No"

Both of them said no so I decided to go out and..........DDUUUAAARRRRRR
he was sitting and it was just like 1 m from my class. OMG !

IMPOSSIBLE IF HE DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING

should I be happy or be mad ??

I dont want to show myself in front of him AGAIN!!

aaaaaaaagghhhhhh *blush* *blush* *ashamed* *shy*

I heard him laughing

This morning I went to school too early ! and not as usual, our class was still locked. The first time, I was kinda mad or something 'cause I wanna study economics while it's still lonely -.-

I sat in front of my class, talking with my friends and looking our wall magazine. Then suddenly I saw someone who made my heart beat fast. Let's just call him Mr. NoName. I could hear him laughing with his friend, OH MY GOD ! his voice was soooooo beautiful~~~ I feel like a fireworks, even outside I just smile a little (I was too afraid to see him, fyi my eyes still concentrated on the wall magazine) but inside I felt like there's something that was going to explode. I can't help my self !

After my class was opened, I put my bag on my table and sit back in front of the class. and I see him again, he was helping a student throwing the garbage. Then I tried so hard to control my breathe, why is he so beautiful ? or is just me who said that ?

Happy to know you Mr. NoName, I dont care if you never know about my feeling. I dont care if you never see me like what I did everyday. I dont care if you never feel what I felt. It's enough for me to see you from here :)
Let me be your secret angel who'll always pray for your safety and your happiness

"just turn back, i'll always behind you without u know"

P.S I like you Mr. NoName

I GOT A CRUSH ON HIM

Haaaiiiii...I have something to tell you !

I'm sure you've read the title of this blog, and it's all about 'a boy'. an ordinary boy but looks extraordinary in my eyes.

I see him the first time when he was entering my class looking for a student, I spent 2 years in my school but I think I never see him. Then I asked my close friend about him. In that time, I feel nothing just curious.and it happened about 2 months ago.

But why I always see him 'like everytime' in school. When I go home, he walks in front of me or sometimes he rides his bycicle. In school , when I wanna go to canteen I see him. When I wanna go to library I see him (he is in front of his class). When I open the door and go out from class I see him AGAIN. (he was sitting in front of his class coz he had test).

FYI, his class is exactly in the right side of my class. So, maybe that's one of the reason why I feel like being ghost by him :D

I like this moment, it makes me smile without a reason, makes me lazy to eat, makes me being my self, makes me wanna laugh everytime, makes me hard to sleep, makes me can't concentrate in a class (but it's different with someone who just broke up) and makes me LOVE TO GO TO SCHOOL

Ok, that's all I can tell you. If I have something new about him, I'll tell you A.S.A.P ^.^