Well, it feels just like yesterday but now I'm in the third grade of senior high school, After this, we have 2 choices : going to university or stop studying and earn money. I'm quite sure that my friends are going to university.
This year, us "the third grade students" will face the national examination and the university entrance test. EXCEPT ME. huh..I'm kinda sensitive about this one.
I'm studying at one of the best state senior high school in Kota Tangerang, my school is filled with many brilliant students. It would be a great honour if we can go to the famous state university in here. So, my friends are busy preparing to that important test. I really wanna be like them, have the chance. But I'm not !
My parents are very protective. I'm the only one daughter that they have so they didn't allow me to go to the state university. Because I live in Tangerang and the universities are in Jakarta. Many rape cases happen these days, my parents really afraid and dont want to let me go catching my dream.
So, now I'm a student of the private university near my house (not officially yet).
Dont you ever think that I'm happy with all of these, I mean like not being busy study to the university test and dont need to feel stress like you guys. NO !! You are wrong
I dont know what should I say. If I heard someone talking about this, I would be crying. maybe not in front of them. I'm crying myself and that's even worse.
I can see people see me like a trash and you knew it's because I'm going to the private university. I have no spirit anymore
Let's just see, will it take us to the success ..
or not
