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Rabu, 16 Maret 2011

Look how similar they are !



Girl in the first picture is Ungsumalynn Sirapatsakmetha, and in the second picture is Baifern Pikchanom. I knew Pattie (ungsumalynn) before I saw Baifern, that's why when I was watching "A crazy little thing called love" I though that it was Pattie.

I dont know why I think they have a similar face, do u have the same opinion with me ? Yeah I know if u see the picture clearly, you won't say that they have a similar face. But sometimes I'm kinda can't see the different of them. hahaa

But honestly I like both of them. They are pretty, aren't they ? if u want to see that girls, watch these "Bangkok traffic love story" and "A crazy little thing called love".

I really want to have a pretty look like them :(

I wish I will

Ungsumalynn....Baifern...I'm a fan of you ^.^

Selasa, 15 Maret 2011

Alone



can I be honest in here ?
I am alone..I have many friends but it makes me worse. I dont have the best one. They come and then go and always like that. I wrote in my twitter "I've lost everything" I really mean it. Do you know how does it feels ? it's hurt..I feel like a loser. I see them laugh and happy without me.

I'm walking in a long dark road, I feel cold. I want to hold someone's hands to make me warmer but I know that's impossible. I just can see them walk far away from me. I dont know where I should go, stuck in here or keep walking even I have to face these storm alone.

I'm kinda dont believe with true friends or best friends. They dont exist, their appearance is just a warn that you will fall down someday. They will leave you and hurt your deepest heart.

But my little heart says that I need them..

What's wrong with me ? I try to be a kind girl and thrown away my demons. but why it still happen to me ? I'm sick of this life. :'(

Have u ever seen your face in a mirror there's a smile but inside you just a mess, you will far from the good. Need to hide cause they never understand.

I miss my close friends in junior high school. They have a new friend (replace me) and she is better than me, they look happier. We never contact each other :( I really miss you guys

I miss all of you that had been come to my heart and make me comfort and warm for a short time. I want to give these tears to prove that I am alone and I really need you

okay, whatever will happen I have to wake up with a full of spirit. Many storms have been waiting for me, even though I'm alone but I'm sure I can through all of these strugle because I have God beside me. When God thinks I can't face it anymore I know God will send the best guardian angel for me.

I'm still waiting for that, I'm sorry for all my friends if I have a selfish character.

I am singing :
"I'm alone on my own and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on. Oh I'm just a girl whose tryin' to find a place in this world"

Minggu, 06 Maret 2011

different is good or bad ?



I'm wearing veil in school, many people say that I'm a religious and a good girl (thanks) but when they see the real of me, I mean when I'm not wearing my veil, many of them say that I'm a liar and blah blah blah.

And I've heard someone say, "Oh Dana ! You are so different in school and out school. How if our friends know about that ?" I just give my best smile to him/her, but actually in my deepest heart I really want to scream "So what ? this is me ! it's none of your bussiness" but I can't show that side of mine to them :(

And many of my friends say that my kindness is just a lie and etc

Hey guys, I want to tell you something
We are as a person have two sides "good side and bad side"
Thanks for those who said I'm a good girl but inside of me I have the evil side too. I just try not to show it in front you, I dont want to hurt anybody's feeling. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M TWO FACED. You dont understand what I feel.

I f you think I'm wild, it's okay. If you said I'm HYPOCRITE, no problem. At least I know what is the personality of you. we are same ! or maybe I'm better than you because I just keep my evil's side deepest in my heart (even sometimes I 'll show it ) I wont hurt anybody, I always give my smile to everyone.

So please, dont judge a book by the cover. I've been sick to hear something like that. I'm not a hypocrite, I'm not a liar, I'm just an ordinary dimple girl who tried so hard to be a kind person. I dont wanna like you, be hated by someone and go to hell after all.

Watch out guys ! someday it will kill yourself.
You have to see yourself first before you speak up about somebody else :P

P.S. I HATE YOU SO MUCH

Jumat, 04 Maret 2011

Economy at ALSEACE 2011


Februari 29 2011
This is the first time for me participate in a competition in Senior High School. My school, SMAN 8 Tangerang sent 2 teams. Each team has 3 students. I'm wearing veil in that picture, yeah because I always wear that to school.

You can't imagine what I felt, I felt so nervous, afraid, etc. I can't sleep well since 2 weeks before the competition. You could see the black circle under my eyes.

Me and my friends studying together as a team 4 days before the special day. We didn't study at school as usual, we just study economy in library. Do you know how does it feel ? Oh gosh, My brain is like want to explode.

But you know what, we can through the first step ! Yep, 5 teams went to final including us :) and it means our journey wasn't stop in there.

After we back home, we took a bath, ate and after that we gathered in Kinang's home. All the teams from SMA 8 went to final, even though we are rival but we still together until the night before final. In the final we have to make a presentation about (my team) mutual fund, (team 1) Bank of Indonesia and make a paper too.

We did that from 5.00 pm (just several hours after we arrived at school) until 3.00 am, oh God we are so damn sleepy ! and thanks to one of our friend which he is not the economy team but he helped us to make a beautiful power point.

At 3.00 am we back home and took a rest. I would tell you a secret, I was crying in that night. Because I was exhausted and I was afraid if we didn't win the competition. At 5 am I woke up and I met my team and team 1 in school at 6.30 am. That's a busy sunday morning that I've ever had. Our Economy teacher, Mr. Darino took us to AL-Azhar BSD with his own car (how kind he is)

And in the last day, WE WON THE COMPETITION !
even though we didn't get the first winner but my team won the second place and team 1 won the third place.

We were so happy that day and that picture took before we went home.
That 2 days were the most tired days ! but I still happy until now :)
it means I'm not tottaly a loser

God Bless Us, Go SMAN 8 Tangerang