Shin Min Ah - Hera

Have you guys already seen this CF ? me ? Definitely YES !!!!
I adore her so much, how could I haven't watched it. I know it's too late for me to post about this one because this CF published several months ago. But I don't care !

What do you think guys ? For me, she is so gorgeous. The way she smiles and the way she moves in front of the camera are really tempting.
I always support you oenni ^,^

My Lovely Cute JIYEON

Oh My God ! She is sooooo cute >.<

• Name: 지연 / Ji Yeon
• Real name: 박지연 / Park Ji Yeon (Bak Ji Yun)
• Profession: Actress and singer
• Birthdate: 1993-Jun-07
• Height: 167cm
• Weight: 45kg
• Star sign: Gemini
• Blood type: AB
• Education: Hye Hwa Girls High School
• Hobbies: Sleeping and watching movies
• Specialties: Sports and Cooking

It's hurt, but I'm fine :)

"Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool" -Out of reach.Gabrielle-

It began with my dream, I dreamed that my class and his class are being united (i dont know why, u know it's just a dream). he moved his seat, then he sat beside me. I was sooo happyyy and as usual my friends said "ciyee". Suddenly he moved in front of me *and it made me happier* but he wasn't alone. He was talking with a girl *youknowwho* they are laughing together. I was like a fool, looking them together from behind. I was sure that he moved because he wanted to be with that girl. They look like a couple.

Then I dont remember anything but I really really remember the last part. and I keep thinking all the time about this part.

In the last part, he gave me back the keychains that I had given to him a couple weeks ago. I'll repeat again HE GAVE ME BACK THE KEYCHAINS THAT I HAD GIVEN TO HIM
and he said "thanks yaa"

berhenti sejenak~ PAUSED~ *take a deep breath*

Then in the morning, I went to school eventhough I knew that there won't be anyone in school. Yeah..just some of them who have the competition.
In reality I saw something that happened in my dream, they are talking together in a close distance and smile widely one each other.

Then my friend Wedo told me something that hurted me but it's good to know. Wedo told everything about Mr. NoName and his crush (crush?). She told me the way Mr. NoName talk to his crush and many more.

okay, that's it.
I dont wanna look like a depressed girl. 'cause I'm fine

Bye bye ;)

Close to you

"Why do birds suddenly appear, every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky, every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you"

I have something to tell you but I dont know should I be happy or afraid ?
I said that I gave up to win his heart and I wrote on my facebook that "he will just disappear"
but the fact is he isn't disappear, today I felt like being ghosted by him

First, I saw him sitting in front of his class (okay, maybe he was just tired so he sat there)
Second, when I came to my english teacher. I saw him walking into us. I dont know what should I do, I walked to my class immadiately.
Third, when I was watching the futsal match between team A and team B, HE STOOD EXACTLY BESIDE ME.

Omg ! My body keep sweating, I couldn't breath normally and I could feel my heartbeat was faster than as usual

I didn't say anything, I was too afraid to see at his face
But I know and I'm sure that HE WAS LOOKING AT ME (maybe he though that I'm weird or ugly or blablabla)

and the last, when I was walking out from school. First, he walked behind me but then my friend, Lila, called me to wait her. Then I turned back but once again I was too afraid to see his face.
So, He was walking in front of us until his friend came and offered him to go home by his motorcycle. He finally decided to go home with his friend.

But I saw him turning back his body and looking at us.

What does that mean ?

Oh God, what was going on ? please, help me

Shin Min Ah - Rag & Bone

"Welcome to the D.I.Y Project, where our favourite girls get into our jeans, no stylish, no hair and make up, no lighting, just a girl and her camera, and rag & bone"

She always makes me proud *I sound like her mom, LOL* But I'm serious.
I was surprised when I got the e-mail from "shinminah international fans" several weeks ago about her photography with Rag & Bone, from what I know that it's a fashion company from New York.

She is much prettier like that, without thick make up, or like what they said "NO MAKE UP"
I hope I can be like her someday, she always looks pretty whatever she do.

I adore you sister, Go get the world !

My Daddy

.weird.
I'm sure and I know that my father is a hard worker, he won't leave his work even when he was sick (except if my mom forced him to accompany her)

I went back home from school earlier than as usual because I'm in a test. Then at 1 pm my little brother back home with MY DAD.
I ran into my dad immadiately and asked about mom, because like what I said that My dad wouldn't leave his work if it's not about my mom, mostly because my mom is sick.
but he said no, then I stop talking and try to think what's going on ?

I'm not a kind of person who will ask many questions even though I'm really curious. So I made him a glass of black coffee, his favourite drink. I though he went home early it's because he wasn't feeling good or maybe he was sick. But he didn't sleep as usual, HE WAS PLAYING A GAME IN THE COMPUTER

You know what..? seeing him like that really hurt my heart.
I know something's bad happened about his job and I know he will never ever tell me or tell us. I know about the war between him and his upper-position from my mom. He was lied. He was backstabbed. He was being used like a toy !
My dad took a bachelor degree to get a better position, but there are some people who doesn't know HOW MUCH I HATE THEM broke all of my daddy's plan

But my dad is not as weak as I am. He never show his failure and his deepest sadness and madness in front of his family. No one's know about his problem, everyone thinks that he's alright, he has everything, he is at the comfort zone in his life. NO!! he was strugle with his life alone :( I dont know what should I do to help him ?

Dad, even though sometimes I hate you but you are the best man that I've ever seen in my life.
I LOVE YOU, that's what I wanna say but I couldn't say directly in front of you

I am strong enough

I feel lucky, all about the 'Mr. NoName' 's things is not permanent. I mean it's just the wind who blew through me *get confused* *maksudnya apa yah? gw sndri ga ngrti*

Okay, I'll explain. My feelings to him isn't as strong as yesterday, even though I can't deny that if I saw him the chemistry inside me is still working. Maybe the strong reason why I dont want to keep this feeling and get him no matter what is because I know that there is another girl who likes him so much and their relation is much better than me. Let me tell you that I'm not a selfish person *suddenly remember someone whom I hate so much and she hurted me a lot* *forget it*. She knows him a lot, but me ? I never say "HI" to him -.- WHAT A COWARD *yeah that's me*

back again to the reason. in this last year of senior high school, I dont want to make a trouble or get the enemy. I want to make a bunch of friends :D

I like him doesn't mean I love him,
I still have many friends who always there for me and make me laugh everyday everytime everywhere !
They are my love :D

The most important right now is I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR MY NATIONAL EXAM
I lost my concentration several days or weeks or months ago, but now I'm ready. I dont want this situation is being used by some oknum *what's in english?*

Hello world....this is me....the strong Dana, The smiling Dana, The laughing Dana, but NOT THE HYPOCRITE DANA :P

"Giving up doesn't mean that I'm weak. but I'm strong enough to let it go"

Old Polkadot

My mom bought that polkadot. she bought 2 pieces, one for me and one for her, it means WE WEAR TWIN DRESS ! -.-

heeuhhh...I like the dress but I feel embarassed when I have to wear that in the same time with you, mom. Why ? Because you're 100 million prettier than me ! if we wear that together, everyone will think that I am your elder sister. What the ????

NO TITLE

Now everyone know,
It's not a secret again....
and he (Mr. NoName) will know about all of these fool things soon

First, I'd like to say sorry for him or someone who likes him too

Let's just pretend that nothing's happened

But I'm not mad with all of you guys :) don't worry
I'm just afraid to feel broken again, I'm not ready

Even though I really like him but I'm okay to finish this.

"it doesn't mean I couldn't see you from a far distance, right ? as long as nobody knows, just me and God"

haaaahhhh....... *ngomong apa sih gue*

I'm confused right now, I can't think clearly. This is much difficult than a mathematic test !

I think he knows now !!

Guys, I have something to tell you ! OMG it really embarassed me

Now. there are several students who know about my feeling to Mr. NoName because I trust them but today one of them broke my trusty

This is the story, I was going to Fanggi's class to tell him that the students of economics club need us to teach them. When I opened my class's door, I realized that HE WAS THERE. He is one of the students who didn't get remedial in PKN. So he was sitting quietly near my class.

I was soooo happy can see him so close but everything's changed when me, Fanggi, and Kinang were exactly in front of my class. Then you know what ??
Fanggi said in a high volume "Dana, itu dia orangnya" and pointed him. I was 100% sure that he knows what we meant. I entered my class immadiately !!

I was afraid to go out,then after several minutes again Fanggi came again to my class and wanted me to teach the economics club. Firstly, I asked him "is he still in there?" fanggi answered " No!! trust me. they are in their class now" I know who he is, he was lying. Then I asked Ijal who stood beside Fanggi. "Ijal, is there the students of XII IPA out there?" Ijal said "No"

Both of them said no so I decided to go out and..........DDUUUAAARRRRRR
he was sitting and it was just like 1 m from my class. OMG !

IMPOSSIBLE IF HE DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING

should I be happy or be mad ??

I dont want to show myself in front of him AGAIN!!

aaaaaaaagghhhhhh *blush* *blush* *ashamed* *shy*

I heard him laughing

This morning I went to school too early ! and not as usual, our class was still locked. The first time, I was kinda mad or something 'cause I wanna study economics while it's still lonely -.-

I sat in front of my class, talking with my friends and looking our wall magazine. Then suddenly I saw someone who made my heart beat fast. Let's just call him Mr. NoName. I could hear him laughing with his friend, OH MY GOD ! his voice was soooooo beautiful~~~ I feel like a fireworks, even outside I just smile a little (I was too afraid to see him, fyi my eyes still concentrated on the wall magazine) but inside I felt like there's something that was going to explode. I can't help my self !

After my class was opened, I put my bag on my table and sit back in front of the class. and I see him again, he was helping a student throwing the garbage. Then I tried so hard to control my breathe, why is he so beautiful ? or is just me who said that ?

Happy to know you Mr. NoName, I dont care if you never know about my feeling. I dont care if you never see me like what I did everyday. I dont care if you never feel what I felt. It's enough for me to see you from here :)
Let me be your secret angel who'll always pray for your safety and your happiness

"just turn back, i'll always behind you without u know"

P.S I like you Mr. NoName

I GOT A CRUSH ON HIM

Haaaiiiii...I have something to tell you !

I'm sure you've read the title of this blog, and it's all about 'a boy'. an ordinary boy but looks extraordinary in my eyes.

I see him the first time when he was entering my class looking for a student, I spent 2 years in my school but I think I never see him. Then I asked my close friend about him. In that time, I feel nothing just curious.and it happened about 2 months ago.

But why I always see him 'like everytime' in school. When I go home, he walks in front of me or sometimes he rides his bycicle. In school , when I wanna go to canteen I see him. When I wanna go to library I see him (he is in front of his class). When I open the door and go out from class I see him AGAIN. (he was sitting in front of his class coz he had test).

FYI, his class is exactly in the right side of my class. So, maybe that's one of the reason why I feel like being ghost by him :D

I like this moment, it makes me smile without a reason, makes me lazy to eat, makes me being my self, makes me wanna laugh everytime, makes me hard to sleep, makes me can't concentrate in a class (but it's different with someone who just broke up) and makes me LOVE TO GO TO SCHOOL

Ok, that's all I can tell you. If I have something new about him, I'll tell you A.S.A.P ^.^

The 2 hours important for me

whooooaaaaa I was so excited to meet them >.<
They are the people who always make me laugh everyday, the people who always beside me whenever I needed them !

THEY ARE MY BEST FRIENDS AT JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL

We were at the same JHS, named Pramita Junior High School. But now I separated from them, me and Via are at different public school and the rest still in Pramita.

It's been a long time I never meet them, as you know, my school really take much of our time so I can't meet them whenever I wanted.Then one day Dessy called me..
Actually I had something's important in my school but I dont care...I really need to meet them.

When I saw them, the first time I did was hugging them !

We were talking a lot about random things, we ate burger and share french fries at Burger King and took some photos at ICONLIFE.

They are like a fresh air for me. When I was very tired with my school's stuff, seeing them and laughing together made me forget about that.

That was "The 2 hours important for me". Even it just in 2 hours, but it really felt like I was born again. When you get trouble and you laugh with your beloved friends, that trouble will lose with your happiness.

Friends are important, they are balancing your life

Sweet Seventeen Birthday Party

I forgot to tell you about my (I mean 'us') b'day party. Why did I say us ? Because on that day we celebrated 4 birthdays. My birthday, Ai's birthday, Ican's birthday and Rifky's birthday. 4 of us was born on August. So we decided to have a b'day party together.

The theme of our party is Black and white, and it took place at Rumah Kayu Gading Serpong.

Love the color !

I never wear that short green dress. As you can see in that picture, it's too short for me.
If my father saw this picture, I dont know what would he do -.-

Like what the title said, yeah I love the colour. Soft green from the dress plus the cream wedges ;)

Shin Min Ah - The Way She Smiles

Awww...look at the way she smiles !! she really look like an angel (honestly I dont know how does the angel looks like)

If I see her smile, it feels like I'm in a wide park with many flowers, trees and birds.
Her smile makes her looks brighter, oh my God ..

If I were a boy, I would marry her :)

Shin Min Ah VS Yoon Eun Hye

Who do u think better between them ? and who has the best butt ? :D

They are both pretty and fashionable. But don't ask me who is better, yeah as you know I'm a huge fan of Shin Min Ah so I absolutely choose her.