My Daddy

.weird.
I'm sure and I know that my father is a hard worker, he won't leave his work even when he was sick (except if my mom forced him to accompany her)

I went back home from school earlier than as usual because I'm in a test. Then at 1 pm my little brother back home with MY DAD.
I ran into my dad immadiately and asked about mom, because like what I said that My dad wouldn't leave his work if it's not about my mom, mostly because my mom is sick.
but he said no, then I stop talking and try to think what's going on ?

I'm not a kind of person who will ask many questions even though I'm really curious. So I made him a glass of black coffee, his favourite drink. I though he went home early it's because he wasn't feeling good or maybe he was sick. But he didn't sleep as usual, HE WAS PLAYING A GAME IN THE COMPUTER

You know what..? seeing him like that really hurt my heart.
I know something's bad happened about his job and I know he will never ever tell me or tell us. I know about the war between him and his upper-position from my mom. He was lied. He was backstabbed. He was being used like a toy !
My dad took a bachelor degree to get a better position, but there are some people who doesn't know HOW MUCH I HATE THEM broke all of my daddy's plan

But my dad is not as weak as I am. He never show his failure and his deepest sadness and madness in front of his family. No one's know about his problem, everyone thinks that he's alright, he has everything, he is at the comfort zone in his life. NO!! he was strugle with his life alone :( I dont know what should I do to help him ?

Dad, even though sometimes I hate you but you are the best man that I've ever seen in my life.
I LOVE YOU, that's what I wanna say but I couldn't say directly in front of you