Shin Min Ah - Hera

Have you guys already seen this CF ? me ? Definitely YES !!!!
I adore her so much, how could I haven't watched it. I know it's too late for me to post about this one because this CF published several months ago. But I don't care !

What do you think guys ? For me, she is so gorgeous. The way she smiles and the way she moves in front of the camera are really tempting.
I always support you oenni ^,^

My Lovely Cute JIYEON

Oh My God ! She is sooooo cute >.<

• Name: 지연 / Ji Yeon
• Real name: 박지연 / Park Ji Yeon (Bak Ji Yun)
• Profession: Actress and singer
• Birthdate: 1993-Jun-07
• Height: 167cm
• Weight: 45kg
• Star sign: Gemini
• Blood type: AB
• Education: Hye Hwa Girls High School
• Hobbies: Sleeping and watching movies
• Specialties: Sports and Cooking

It's hurt, but I'm fine :)

"Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool" -Out of reach.Gabrielle-

It began with my dream, I dreamed that my class and his class are being united (i dont know why, u know it's just a dream). he moved his seat, then he sat beside me. I was sooo happyyy and as usual my friends said "ciyee". Suddenly he moved in front of me *and it made me happier* but he wasn't alone. He was talking with a girl *youknowwho* they are laughing together. I was like a fool, looking them together from behind. I was sure that he moved because he wanted to be with that girl. They look like a couple.

Then I dont remember anything but I really really remember the last part. and I keep thinking all the time about this part.

In the last part, he gave me back the keychains that I had given to him a couple weeks ago. I'll repeat again HE GAVE ME BACK THE KEYCHAINS THAT I HAD GIVEN TO HIM
and he said "thanks yaa"

berhenti sejenak~ PAUSED~ *take a deep breath*

Then in the morning, I went to school eventhough I knew that there won't be anyone in school. Yeah..just some of them who have the competition.
In reality I saw something that happened in my dream, they are talking together in a close distance and smile widely one each other.

Then my friend Wedo told me something that hurted me but it's good to know. Wedo told everything about Mr. NoName and his crush (crush?). She told me the way Mr. NoName talk to his crush and many more.

okay, that's it.
I dont wanna look like a depressed girl. 'cause I'm fine

Bye bye ;)

Close to you

"Why do birds suddenly appear, every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you
Why do stars fall down from the sky, every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you"

I have something to tell you but I dont know should I be happy or afraid ?
I said that I gave up to win his heart and I wrote on my facebook that "he will just disappear"
but the fact is he isn't disappear, today I felt like being ghosted by him

First, I saw him sitting in front of his class (okay, maybe he was just tired so he sat there)
Second, when I came to my english teacher. I saw him walking into us. I dont know what should I do, I walked to my class immadiately.
Third, when I was watching the futsal match between team A and team B, HE STOOD EXACTLY BESIDE ME.

Omg ! My body keep sweating, I couldn't breath normally and I could feel my heartbeat was faster than as usual

I didn't say anything, I was too afraid to see at his face
But I know and I'm sure that HE WAS LOOKING AT ME (maybe he though that I'm weird or ugly or blablabla)

and the last, when I was walking out from school. First, he walked behind me but then my friend, Lila, called me to wait her. Then I turned back but once again I was too afraid to see his face.
So, He was walking in front of us until his friend came and offered him to go home by his motorcycle. He finally decided to go home with his friend.

But I saw him turning back his body and looking at us.

What does that mean ?

Oh God, what was going on ? please, help me

Shin Min Ah - Rag & Bone

"Welcome to the D.I.Y Project, where our favourite girls get into our jeans, no stylish, no hair and make up, no lighting, just a girl and her camera, and rag & bone"

She always makes me proud *I sound like her mom, LOL* But I'm serious.
I was surprised when I got the e-mail from "shinminah international fans" several weeks ago about her photography with Rag & Bone, from what I know that it's a fashion company from New York.

She is much prettier like that, without thick make up, or like what they said "NO MAKE UP"
I hope I can be like her someday, she always looks pretty whatever she do.

I adore you sister, Go get the world !

My Daddy

.weird.
I'm sure and I know that my father is a hard worker, he won't leave his work even when he was sick (except if my mom forced him to accompany her)

I went back home from school earlier than as usual because I'm in a test. Then at 1 pm my little brother back home with MY DAD.
I ran into my dad immadiately and asked about mom, because like what I said that My dad wouldn't leave his work if it's not about my mom, mostly because my mom is sick.
but he said no, then I stop talking and try to think what's going on ?

I'm not a kind of person who will ask many questions even though I'm really curious. So I made him a glass of black coffee, his favourite drink. I though he went home early it's because he wasn't feeling good or maybe he was sick. But he didn't sleep as usual, HE WAS PLAYING A GAME IN THE COMPUTER

You know what..? seeing him like that really hurt my heart.
I know something's bad happened about his job and I know he will never ever tell me or tell us. I know about the war between him and his upper-position from my mom. He was lied. He was backstabbed. He was being used like a toy !
My dad took a bachelor degree to get a better position, but there are some people who doesn't know HOW MUCH I HATE THEM broke all of my daddy's plan

But my dad is not as weak as I am. He never show his failure and his deepest sadness and madness in front of his family. No one's know about his problem, everyone thinks that he's alright, he has everything, he is at the comfort zone in his life. NO!! he was strugle with his life alone :( I dont know what should I do to help him ?

Dad, even though sometimes I hate you but you are the best man that I've ever seen in my life.
I LOVE YOU, that's what I wanna say but I couldn't say directly in front of you

I am strong enough

I feel lucky, all about the 'Mr. NoName' 's things is not permanent. I mean it's just the wind who blew through me *get confused* *maksudnya apa yah? gw sndri ga ngrti*

Okay, I'll explain. My feelings to him isn't as strong as yesterday, even though I can't deny that if I saw him the chemistry inside me is still working. Maybe the strong reason why I dont want to keep this feeling and get him no matter what is because I know that there is another girl who likes him so much and their relation is much better than me. Let me tell you that I'm not a selfish person *suddenly remember someone whom I hate so much and she hurted me a lot* *forget it*. She knows him a lot, but me ? I never say "HI" to him -.- WHAT A COWARD *yeah that's me*

back again to the reason. in this last year of senior high school, I dont want to make a trouble or get the enemy. I want to make a bunch of friends :D

I like him doesn't mean I love him,
I still have many friends who always there for me and make me laugh everyday everytime everywhere !
They are my love :D

The most important right now is I HAVE TO PREPARE FOR MY NATIONAL EXAM
I lost my concentration several days or weeks or months ago, but now I'm ready. I dont want this situation is being used by some oknum *what's in english?*

Hello world....this is me....the strong Dana, The smiling Dana, The laughing Dana, but NOT THE HYPOCRITE DANA :P

"Giving up doesn't mean that I'm weak. but I'm strong enough to let it go"

Old Polkadot

My mom bought that polkadot. she bought 2 pieces, one for me and one for her, it means WE WEAR TWIN DRESS ! -.-

heeuhhh...I like the dress but I feel embarassed when I have to wear that in the same time with you, mom. Why ? Because you're 100 million prettier than me ! if we wear that together, everyone will think that I am your elder sister. What the ????