we can't survive without being two faced

That's what I've learn from this life after I succeded to face the storm.

Two faced means someone can tell you one thing and then change their story when confronted by another person

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I know nobody likes this fucking character but you can run away from this. Many two faced around you sweety, sometimes friend is not different with enemy. I said "sometimes" okay?.

I dont know if I can be the one of them because sometimes I can't show my true personality or the real of me to my friends but I never speak about their weaknesses and try to kill them from the back.

okay back again from the topic, "we can't survive without being two faced"
why I can say like this because I'm in the situation when I know that someone is speaking about me but not in front of me directly. Actually, I'm a weak girl. When the first time I knew about that, I'm shock ! I can't do anything. I cry everytime I think about it but I realized that it's not gonna change anything.

So, I'm two faced in front of him/her too. but my two faced is in the different meanings, it means that I really dont like you, I dont like the way you talked about me, and sometimes I dont like the way you treat me but I WON'T SHOW THAT IN FRONT OF YOU

I know it's hurt and very difficult to smile with someone who actually hates you but you have to do that ! and I have to do that too.
If they (she/he) try to say that "you're hypocrite or something" just take a deep breath, The only one who knows your real personality is YOU and GOD. They don't know anything, they just jealous with you because they are not you.

This is the only way to make me survive from all of that.

But guys, you dont have to do what they did like telling something that's untrue about someone.
Just be a kind person, okay ?

If you think you can't face it alone, just remember you have God beside you. God never leave you and God knows what to do to that person.

Just wait and see :)

I AM SORRY

Now I know how does it feel when you lose ur best friends, it feels like you're the suckest person in the world. It's true that best friend makes your day colorful.

If I get closer with someone, I'm afraid to call them my best friend. because I know someday they will leave me. But is that true ???
Because of that mind, I've never have a best friend. But I really want it.

Hey girls..I'm sorry for what I've done, I didn't mean to hurt you or make you feel uneasy. Trust me, I feel very happy when we talk each other but I'm not a kind of girl who can express my true feelings. I'm too selfish, I'm freak, I'm sick, I'm crazy. I'M LOSING MY MIND

I won't ask anyone to be my friend, but I will absolutely answer YES if u ask me. Dont feel pity about me then you want to be my friend, I just need you to forgive if I've ever hurt your feelings or make you feel sooo uneasy.

You know what ? when we are together, I feel nervous. Because I dont know how to comfort a friend to make them know that I care.

After I write this blog, I promise I want to change myself to be a little bit better. I know you were talking about me, about my changes. But I'm not angry at all, because this is my fault

Please dont hate me

miite kudasai ~

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Shin Min Ah

• Name Shin Min-A
• Hangul: 신민아
• Birth Name: Yang Min-A (양민아)
• Birthdate: April 05, 1984

• Birthplace: South Korea

• High School: Hyosung High School
• University: Dongguk University
• Height: 168cm
• Blood Type: O

She is a famous actress and model in South Korea, I really really adore her !!
She has a pretty cute baby face and sexy slim body, that's why I think that she is perfect for me. I dont know what I should say, I just want you to know that I really love her (as a sister I mean).
Oh my God, looking at her is like looking at the angel from heaven.

I adore you Min ah unnie ^.^

Look how similar they are !

Girl in the first picture is Ungsumalynn Sirapatsakmetha, and in the second picture is Baifern Pikchanom. I knew Pattie (ungsumalynn) before I saw Baifern, that's why when I was watching "A crazy little thing called love" I though that it was Pattie.

I dont know why I think they have a similar face, do u have the same opinion with me ? Yeah I know if u see the picture clearly, you won't say that they have a similar face. But sometimes I'm kinda can't see the different of them. hahaa

But honestly I like both of them. They are pretty, aren't they ? if u want to see that girls, watch these "Bangkok traffic love story" and "A crazy little thing called love".

I really want to have a pretty look like them :(

I wish I will

Ungsumalynn....Baifern...I'm a fan of you ^.^

Alone

can I be honest in here ?

I am alone..I have many friends but it makes me worse. I dont have the best one. They come and then go and always like that. I wrote in my twitter "I've lost everything" I really mean it. Do you know how does it feels ? it's hurt..I feel like a loser. I see them laugh and happy without me.

I'm walking in a long dark road, I feel cold. I want to hold someone's hands to make me warmer but I know that's impossible. I just can see them walk far away from me. I dont know where I should go, stuck in here or keep walking even I have to face these storm alone.

I'm kinda dont believe with true friends or best friends. They dont exist, their appearance is just a warn that you will fall down someday. They will leave you and hurt your deepest heart.

But my little heart says that I need them..

What's wrong with me ? I try to be a kind girl and thrown away my demons. but why it still happen to me ? I'm sick of this life. :'(

Have u ever seen your face in a mirror there's a smile but inside you just a mess, you will far from the good. Need to hide cause they never understand.

I miss my close friends in junior high school. They have a new friend (replace me) and she is better than me, they look happier. We never contact each other :( I really miss you guys

I miss all of you that had been come to my heart and make me comfort and warm for a short time. I want to give these tears to prove that I am alone and I really need you

okay, whatever will happen I have to wake up with a full of spirit. Many storms have been waiting for me, even though I'm alone but I'm sure I can through all of these strugle because I have God beside me. When God thinks I can't face it anymore I know God will send the best guardian angel for me.

I'm still waiting for that, I'm sorry for all my friends if I have a selfish character.

I am singing :
"I'm alone on my own and that's all I know. I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on. Oh I'm just a girl whose tryin' to find a place in this world"

different is good or bad ?

I'm wearing veil in school, many people say that I'm a religious and a good girl (thanks) but when they see the real of me, I mean when I'm not wearing my veil, many of them say that I'm a liar and blah blah blah.

And I've heard someone say, "Oh Dana ! You are so different in school and out school. How if our friends know about that ?" I just give my best smile to him/her, but actually in my deepest heart I really want to scream "So what ? this is me ! it's none of your bussiness" but I can't show that side of mine to them :(

And many of my friends say that my kindness is just a lie and etc

Hey guys, I want to tell you something
We are as a person have two sides "good side and bad side"
Thanks for those who said I'm a good girl but inside of me I have the evil side too. I just try not to show it in front you, I dont want to hurt anybody's feeling. BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'M TWO FACED. You dont understand what I feel.

I f you think I'm wild, it's okay. If you said I'm HYPOCRITE, no problem. At least I know what is the personality of you. we are same ! or maybe I'm better than you because I just keep my evil's side deepest in my heart (even sometimes I 'll show it ) I wont hurt anybody, I always give my smile to everyone.

So please, dont judge a book by the cover. I've been sick to hear something like that. I'm not a hypocrite, I'm not a liar, I'm just an ordinary dimple girl who tried so hard to be a kind person. I dont wanna like you, be hated by someone and go to hell after all.

Watch out guys ! someday it will kill yourself.
You have to see yourself first before you speak up about somebody else :P

P.S. I HATE YOU SO MUCH